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Just some info abt me and this blog!! Plus some important stuff!! Hi I’m Katarina!! But you can call me Kat!!  I’m a Croatian...

1 month ago

Just some info abt me and this blog!! Plus some important stuff!! Hi I’m Katarina!! But you can call me Kat!!  I’m a Croatian...

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lowkey my friendship w my bestie bro bebe @bimyouda
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lowkey my friendship w my bestie bro bebe @bimyouda

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i wanted to draw everyone but,,that would take me 8 billion years. so! have some trans head canons, the rwby cast says to...

1 day ago

i wanted to draw everyone but,,that would take me 8 billion years. so! have some trans head canons, the rwby cast says to...

I might take a break from fandom. Idk. I might not but not feeling it rn.

10 days ago

I might take a break from fandom. Idk. I might not but not feeling it rn.

10 days ago

Your art is an endless source of inspiration to me. The way you draw the character, their expressions and poses. Your dynamic...

Y'know if jhonen does whole heartedly believe that Zim is an old man and wants to claim so badly that he's been this old this entire time then I really don't think I could support the series anymore... It just seems so creepy?

In the comics they're pushed to be two sides of the same coin, there's literal universes that revolve around them. The lost episode where it's pushed that one can't live without the other. The episode where Zim tries to date one of his classmates (tak) in the hideous new girl. People that have worked on the show and movie have drawn ship art of the two (even if this was done jokingly- if zim was a Gramps that's just unsettling) not to mention voice actors that have made puppets kiss of Zim and dib before!

I know jhonen doesn't have a set age for Zim really, I understand this is just his way to get shippers off his back but it really does make my skin crawl sometimes

Yeah, I have to agree. It's one of the biggest problems I have with the whole "Zim was an adult the WHOLE TIME" narrative that some people are trying to justify retconning in. Because the thing is, it just changes the ENTIRE tone of Zim and Dib's dynamic. It goes from two kids fighting each other while the universe around them rolls its eyes in disapproval, to the creepy codependence of a grown man on a child and a child on a grown man. It throws off their entire power dynamic by making one an adult, which in turn destroys the point of Zim and Dib as a rivalry altogether. They're supposed to be equals, but instead this just makes it weird and unsettling. You would never see the Walking Dead game developers joking about Clementine dating Lee. There is no way Zim being an adult was planned from the beginning.

Now if this weird adult-kid dynamic really is what Jhonen wanted the whole time, that's his prerogative, but that is not what I came for when I watched the show. And I think it's safe to say that's not what the vast majority of watchers came for, either. Not my cup of tea, dude.

Personally though, even if he did intend for it to be like this the whole time, I'm going to say now that I would not just ignore the show and respect it. I am going to keep wholeheartedly interpreting Zim and Dib as the same age. I am going to keep shipping ZaDr as a same age pairing. It doesn't matter what he 'intended'. If he didn't bother to actually write it into the show or hell, even mention it in official content for the show, the trivia is basically worthless. He had years to properly establish Zim's age in canon-- and in those years not only was jack shit said about Zim being an adult, but he was constantly implied to be a child. He was mentioned as a kid (for example Zim is described as a "kid alien," and he and Dib are said to be "two children") in official merch and descriptions of the show.

Hell, even fucking look at this. This was in ETF. One of the latest Invader Zim things to come out.

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Zim is a CHILD as a human. Not an adult. A child. And Dib and Gaz are the same size as Zim in their Irken forms. They're not little tiny smeets, they're Zim sized. Hence: same age. This should be taken as more credible than some random tweet made to fuck over ZaDr shippers.

Anyways, really sorry to rant for so long on your post, just wanted to address this as well.

10 days ago

Y'know if jhonen does whole heartedly believe that Zim is an old man and wants to claim so badly that he's been this old this...

Yo I’m literally shaking and disgusted.. there’s a literal child groomer in the IZ fandom please be aware and stay safe…

https://www.instagram.com/cinnadibfilthpedoproof/

11 days ago

Yo I'm literally shaking and disgusted.. there's a literal child groomer in the IZ fandom please be aware and stay safe......

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i’m sorry jhonen vasquez *takes crown* chowen vasquez is made invader zim
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i’m sorry jhonen vasquez *takes crown* chowen vasquez is made invader zim

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i’m sorry jhonen vasquez *takes crown* chowen vasquez is made invader zim
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i’m sorry jhonen vasquez *takes crown* chowen vasquez is made invader zim

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Short comic for my Irken Dib AU!! Some facts!!  - Dib is an experiment by (Irken) Professor Membrane. He is the result of pure...
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Short comic for my Irken Dib AU!! Some facts!!  - Dib is an experiment by (Irken) Professor Membrane. He is the result of pure...

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This scene from Sharkboy and Lavagirl had big Dib and Zim energy. This is what I waste my time on...

14 days ago

This scene from Sharkboy and Lavagirl had big Dib and Zim energy. This is what I waste my time on...

14 days ago

please never die, i love your art so much ❤❤❤

14 days ago

fuck off and die! <3

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they,,, friens 🥺

14 days ago

they,,, friens 🥺

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i am once again thinking about TRATR so -here, have my angsty Raven fan art (also lowkey an AU, but that’s hush-hush)

15 days ago

i am once again thinking about TRATR so -here, have my angsty Raven fan art (also lowkey an AU, but that’s hush-hush)

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my biggest dibspirations (inspirations while drawing Dib), mostly the current big IZ artists but if you squint there’s an oldie...
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15 days ago

my biggest dibspirations (inspirations while drawing Dib), mostly the current big IZ artists but if you squint there’s an oldie...

i made an invader zim blog,,,, @inwader​ it has pretty much all of my zim art and quality zim posts,,, and i will post more zim content on there,,,, check it out

16 days ago

i made an invader zim blog,,,, @inwader​  it has pretty much all of my zim art and quality zim posts,,, and i will post more zim...

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almighty thiccest My BF made the original drawn template 
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almighty thiccest My BF made the original drawn template 

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various digital paintings
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16 days ago

various digital paintings

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This Is a scene from @andyyoureastarr beautiful fanfic  time & space  I hope I did it justice  andy I love your writing  💕💞✨
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This Is a scene from @andyyoureastarr beautiful fanfic  time & space I hope I did it justice andy I love your writing  💕💞✨

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Here’s an au I had in the making for awhile! Basically: Zim left Earth sometime around early high school. Dib fell into a deep...

16 days ago

Here’s an au I had in the making for awhile! Basically: Zim left Earth sometime around early high school. Dib fell into a deep...

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OK hot take time. Imperfect ZaDr is best ZaDr. While I love the boys being very happy go lucky with each other- I prefer when...
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20 days ago

OK hot take time. Imperfect ZaDr is best ZaDr. While I love the boys being very happy go lucky with each other- I prefer when...

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it’s spooktober so it’s time for IZ pride

20 days ago

it’s spooktober so it’s time for IZ pride

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light yagami was nikola tesla kin
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20 days ago

light yagami was nikola tesla kin

Lake is a lil edgy bebe 🥺

21 days ago

Lake is a lil edgy bebe 🥺

24 days ago

I need more protective bro Dib with your found family gang for my soul.

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Human AU where they're actually humans, broke ass college students, in need of a full week of sleep.

Edit: speedpaint will be in the notes!

24 days ago

Human AU where they're actually humans, broke ass college students, in need of a full week of sleep. Edit: speedpaint will be in...

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Consider this my first (proper) Nny fanart..

24 days ago

Consider this my first (proper) Nny fanart..

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HE RUINED MY DREAM JOURNAL!!! I did nAUGHTt! Mister Electic send him to the   principal's office and have him EXpelLed!

24 days ago

HE RUINED MY DREAM JOURNAL!!! I did nAUGHTt! Mister Electic send him to the   principal's office and have him EXpelLe

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I made a gif of that moment from The Nightmare Begins. You know the one.

@lululablette

24 days ago

I made a gif of that moment from The Nightmare Begins. You know the one.

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BADASS ZIM BADASS ZIM BADASS ZIM

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BADASS ZIM BADASS ZIM BADASS ZIM

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hey, it’s emotional support hours, again  an ‘awkward sibling hug’ alien edition

24 days ago

hey, it’s emotional support hours, again an ‘awkward sibling hug’ alien edition

Short lil thing I did for my friend’s mep

27 days ago

Short lil thing I did for my friend's mep

Hey guys just to clarify!! I am no longer the owner of the Moo-Ping-10 Invader Zim server!! I gave the ownership to my friend @lululablette​, so don’t ask me for links!

29 days ago

Hey guys just to clarify!! I am no longer the owner of the Moo-Ping-10 Invader Zim server!! I gave the ownership to my friend...

gosh i gotta stop posting stuff when i know my opinions are gonna change in like 2 months dkjfsdgf

1 month ago

gosh i gotta stop posting stuff when i know my opinions are gonna change in like 2 months dkjfsdgf

kawaiii-kitkat > alicartin 

1 month ago

kawaiii-kitkat > alicartin 

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TW: this post will contain discussions of child p*rn as well as p*dophilia. It’s thankfully all fictional, but it’s still highly disturbing, so please be careful before you read.

Honestly I am really sick of creators I look up to, ending up hiding so much shit behind their YouTube persona. Lily Orchard was a YouTuber I looked up to. Of course after some time I discovered several things about her character and actions which made me unsubscribe (the behavior she has towards her fans mostly), but nothing could have prepared me for what I found out recently.

But a couple of days ago, I got a video recommended to me:

It’s about a fanfiction Lily wrote in 2014. A fanfiction containing written depictions of minors in sexual situations. By minors I mean a preteen and two young teenagers, all engaging in sexual situations with a character who is 45. It’s called Stockholm and it’s an infamous fanfiction in the MLP fandom. 

After watching the video. I didn’t really know what to think. Because Lily herself spoke up against p*dophilic fictional content so much on her channel and tumblr. So for all I know the person in this video could be misinformed or making it up. Then I started to dig.

It’s real. She confirmed it herself. In two videos.

Fun fact. I once had a marathon of all the episodes of her series Glass of Water. And then I got to the bottom of the playlist and:

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two missing videos. Of course, I went to search for them and found the reuploads (source - search up grimdark for the first video and mommydagio for the second one). And yea, these are the videos where she confirms she wrote the fanfiction.

You know, I’m not necessarily against the idea of dark writing. We should be able to explore dark subject matter in fiction. But from what the video said, this fanfic definitely contained graphic depiction of sex scenes between a character who is a minor and a character who is an adult.

So of course. I didn’t jump to conclusions. And did more digging.

The first two parts of the multi-fic series is what I’ll be discussing. I’m not liking them. But if you want to confirm for yourself, Stockholm can be easily found on FimFetch.

I didn’t read these fanfictions in full. I admit it completely. And I never will. Even fictional depictions of children being hurt sexually disturb me and I’d rather not read that. 

The fact is: whatever is in these fanfictions was serious enough for Lily to hide every instance of her mentioning the fact that she wrote it. It was serious enough to take down both the wikia for the fic and the fic itself.

The wikia can still be accessed and it describes the contents of the fanfiction. There’s also a TvTropes page. Though I heard the page isn’t trustworthy, and honestly I believe it. There’s a few contradictions in the TvTropes page and the wikia. 

But what does even happen in the fanfic?

Well. What you need to know is, a significant portion of the fic is shown from the perspective of Rainbow Dash, who’s a p*dophile in this fic, and both has a sexual conversation with Sweetie Belle (a minor), molests her adopted daughter (Scootaloo), both of whom are young teenagers (one even being 14).

One could argue that because Dash is shown to be in the wrong with these situations it’s fine to write about them. I partially agree.

But there’s also a second part. In which Rainbow Dash is in a relationship with a voice in her head that takes form as a 10 year old version of herself. This voice called Cielle and her have a sexual relationship, and the fanfic includes scenes of them in sexual situations. 

(I won’t include the sex scene but I will include this short exchange from chapter 3 of The Dash Family)

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By Lily’s own words (source). Written material containing child characters in sexual situations, is child porn.

Also this trvia from the wikia.

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Apparently the sequel to Stockholm, The Dash Family (you know the fic containing this meterial), is supposed to be “comedic” and more “silly”. 

“Omg 45 year old Rainbow Dash is fucking a 10 year old version of herself and all of this is described XD isn’t that so silly!”

So why hasn’t she apologized. Why hasn’t she apologized that she wrote over 400k words of a fic containing such material?

I sent her an ask a few days ago. Telling her I’m disturbed she never apologized for it. She didn’t respond. Interesting. Actually, her entire tumblr has no mention of this fanfiction. Also interesting.

Final words

It’s clear as day that Lily doesn’t want anyone to know that she wrote this fanfiction. She would have apologized and held herself accountable if she was actually sorry. 

I hate to be cynical, but now, all her posts/videos speaking up about such content ring hollow. It feels performative. I’m not here to say that it is. It’s still not as genuine as it seemed, because again. Lily hasn’t apologized for doing literally the same.

Look, I don’t think she’s a p*dophile. I do think she’s fucking gross though for both writing this and for trying to cover it up.

I’m disappointed and let down.

If she ever acknowledged this (which I doubt), I’m willing to bet she’ll call me out bc “you ship zadr!!!!!!” like bruh. I’m open about that, because I know it’s not  p*do ship. I’m not the one who’s trying to hide a p*do fanfic past. Lmao bye.

1 month ago

um.

excuse me but why are there k*lling stalking videos in my recommended in the current year and why are they 3D

1 month ago

excuse me but why are there k*lling stalking videos in my recommended in the current year and why are they 3D

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I re-read Silent Screams, an epic webcomic by my friend Glam and this is my takeaway. This is the mc Theo and his whole thing is...
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1 month ago

I re-read Silent Screams, an epic webcomic by my friend Glam and this is my takeaway. This is the mc Theo and his whole thing is...

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GO FOR IT! DIB-KUN!  a lil stress relief art, click read more for the og image! Keep reading

1 month ago

GO FOR IT! DIB-KUN! a lil stress relief art, click read more for the og image! Keep reading